Well I'm not really sure what to title this blog. It's basically just going to be a bunch of random ranting about what has been going on hah.

Well lets start with last week: I walked into english class and was on my way out to lunch when my english teacher told me she had to talk to me, and of course the first thought that comes to my mind is "OMG OMG OMG WHAT DID I DO THIS TIME?!" But I got lucky and it turned out that I could pass the class if I got at least a 'C' on the final exam. And for me, I'm thinking OMG how am I going to pass this when I haven't paid one bit of attention all semester, but luckily there was a review packet (Which I actually did) and that made it a bit easier. The last day of school after my World Geography exam, I walked down to my teachers room and the first thing she says to me is "YOU LITTLE SUCKER, YOU GOT A 'B' ON THE EXAM!" Mrs. Beam is one of those teachers who, if you stabbed her, she'd still like you. And after she kinda yelled at me like that, we started talking one on one with me about how I was so bright and she was disapointed to see me just sit there and waste my brains. This was the best spirit lifting speech I've had in a long time. Kudos to Mrs. Beam.

Lemme see what's next....

I finally got to meet with my psychiatrist, and he put me on Zoloft and Klonopin. These are helping tremendously so far. Keep your fingers crossed that they start to work better in the future! :]

My computer crashed, and right now I'm sitting here blogging from my dad's work laptop. I bet they're reading everything I'm writing because they've got like a ton of stuff blocked. I mean, geez, I can't even get onto Myspace. Isn't that sad? My dad's almost 40 and he's not allowed to get on Myspace. Thats crazy. But I digress.... So without my computer this means my life is over. I basically live on that thing, and now there's nothing for me to do, so of course I'm bored out of my mind hah.

And lets seeeee....

Last thing....

Tomorrow I'm going to Pennsylvania for a month or so. I need to get away from this town. I hate it. So tomorrow, I'm getting up at the crack of dawn to ride (maybe drive if Mom lets me) 6 hours to my tiny destination. Wish me luck! [:

I'll try to blog while I'm up in Pennsylvania. Leave me lots of comments! :D
I'll return the favor....

Also, if anyone wants to add me on myspace here's the link.

:)

Sorry its been so long since I've blogged or actually updated this site for that matter. But anyways, things have been going very well.

Some things going on:
1. Healed from my surgery :)
2. Diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder
3. Failed English
4. School's almost out! :D

After about a week of excruciating (SP?) pain, I started to feel better. Even though I was drugged most of the time. :)

I'm seeing a therapist this week on how to deal with social anxiety, and will be put on medication to hopefully reduce my anxiety. And later this week I will be in a group that will teach me coping skills on how to deal easier.

In school, I see no point in english so well I don't even try. Hahah.

I cannot wait for summer! Only 11 days left of school!! I'm so ready for school to be out! It's too much of a hassle to wake up at 7 in the morning just to sit down and be bored all day..

And as for the site, I will keep all the content, but from now on this will mainly just be my personal blog. If I want to put up more content I will, but for now I just don't feel like it.

Though, if you have any suggestions on content just put it in a comment and I'll consider it.

Thats all for today folks! :]

Yesterday I had my surgery. I'm so sore today. It's almost unbearable.

So yesterday morning I had to be at the hospital at 8 AM, and I didn't leave there until probably 2 PM. It was crazy. The recovery room is the worst part of the entire ordeal, because you want to sleep so bad, and your hooked up to like a thousand different machines, and the nurses keep poking and prodding you for god knows how long. Then after the recovery room I had to go sit in the outpatient area, (My surgery was outpatient, because I got to go home the same day). And I had to sit there for another few hours. And once again being poked and prodded. Then they gave me a pain pill and that thing knocked me out. So I came home and slept litterally all day. But it was in like short little naps so it wasn't much sleep.

I was up till four because I had been sleeping all day. Then I was up like every other hour because of the pain. And now I'm up for good, and it's 8:30 AM. And I'm stuck here, in pain, without pain medication. I'm really going to have to get on my mom when she gets home.

Okay, so today I came to school and well almost everyone was crying. And I later found out that someone that attended my school had passed away in a car accident. I didn't know the girl that died, but it's hard to deal with whether you knew them or not.

If you stop to think about it, that is a person who will never grow up, won't have a future, won't be able to follow their dreams. That is something that is difficult for me to understand. I've dealt with death before, but if you really think about it, no matter if you knew the person that passed or not, it can still effect you in someway.

When I was thirteen, I had one of my friends pass away. We weren't like really close but it was one of the hardest things I have ever went through. It was hard to see all my friends just bawling and there be nothing I could do to help. I'm one of those people that wants to help people during every situation. No matter what.

Well that's all I can really think of for now...

RIP Evanne Coffman....